Enough

I lock up. Set the alarm. Energies buzzing my head. Tears stain my cheeks. The ache it wins. It wins every time. The words fill my head day after day: you will never be enough. Never enough. No matter what you do. Like a mouse on a wheel. Striving for a goal you'll never reach. Weary, oh so weary. Please God. Someone fill this void within me. Show me I'm enough. Show me love like I pour into those around me. Help restore my faith in man. In me.

Forgettable, a nothing. Why, oh why. How do you turn it off. Or maybe never even cared at all, any of you. 

Paint your smile little hippie! No one likes a cry baby. You will survive this too.